Friday, April 30, 2010

My Nightmare



Went and saw the new "Nightmare on Elm Street" last night at a free screening. I tried to walk into the movie with little to no expectations since we all know that remakes usually never live up to the originals. Well the "Texas Chainsaw Massacre" remake I thought was actually great and that was put out by Platinum Dunes also, but don't get to excited they are also the same company that put of the "Friday the 13th" remake.

The movie is thrown together kinda of like an unorganized hodgepodge of events. There is no real character development and you actually don't care about anyone in the cast. The new "Nancy" is this emo girl that is just not endearing and you don't care if she lives or dies, where as the old "Nancy" you actually liked her and you saw her growth throughout the movie. The pace of the film is all over the place and they seem to catch on to the events so quickly and just instantly believe they're all having this same dream about the same man and he's killing them in their sleep and everyone just so quickly buys into it. In the original it takes a lot of convincing for anyone to believe it's really happening, I mean Johnny Depps character doesn't believe at all, until it's to late. The climax is also just so anti climactic, and it wraps up so fast. I had read a lot of early trip reports about the movies and also reviews from test screenings and it sounds like a lot of scenes had been written and filmed and changed various times and a lot of scenes have been cut or altered from the first version. I would LOVE to see that version since they think this version they put out is an improvement.

Lets discuss Jackie Earl Hayley's rendition of Freddy Kreuger now there is no doubt that he is a great actor and does amazing jobs in his movies. But would you really be frightened by Rorschach w/ knives for fingers and a man that probably weights 130 wet and stands at 5'0? They have kept the details of his face tightly under wraps and I was excited to see how technology would change and hopefully improve his face. I think the makeup and effects were amazing but alas Robert Englunds makeup was better. This time around Freddy Kreuger does look more like a burn victim but he also has so many feline features it reminded me of the people from Stephen Kings "Sleepwalkers" This Freddy is a lot darker and there aren't "as many" Freddy jokes as in years past. But also they divulge into his back story and you learn a tad more about his history with children which was interesting and gave you the willies a lot more with the new Freddy. He wasn't as scary because of his appearance this time around but rather the history was of him was creepy.

Would I have been happy if I had paid for the movie, eh maybe. But Platinum Dunes, you fail again. This is one instance where I would rather watch the original. Robert Englund and Wes Craven for the win!

God makes amazing things

A few weeks back we took an impromptu trip up to Yosemite with some friends of ours. It was a really nice get away and it was quite convinient that the cell phone reception up there is really bad. So for a weekend I was pretty shut off from the world and got to really enjoy and take in the scenery. Which let me tell you there is a lot of beauty to take in up there. The first full day there we started out on a hike up to Vernal falls, and there were a few points where I wanted to turn back, the heights are extreme and I get vertigo from the second story at the mall. Needless to say everyone just told me to keep going and I was glad I did, the view from the top was astounding and it felt great to just finish it. Over the weekend we just explored as much as we could and in total I have 300 pictures to show for it. BTW I have now come to the realization that I love the looks of MOSS! Here are some pictures...










Thursday, April 8, 2010

See this movie



A beautiful movie, and the pool scene is awesome

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Thursday, March 25, 2010

My best friend



Imagine living your life and at some points experiencing intense paranoia, to the extent that you have your daughter hide in the backseat of your explorer and video tape cars that are "following" you or having the feeling that people are constantly out to get you. It's enough to drive you mad, and be afraid to even leave the house, and even worse what if you believe the people are still getting to you in your own home. This is just part of the everyday struggle my Mom faces with her bipolar disorder.

There are different "intensities" of bipolar disorder and also other problems that go along with it, for instance bipolar disorder with schizoaffective tendencies. This is what my Mom suffers with and has for a very long time. Most families "hide" these issues but I am not embarassed by my Mom or ashamed of her. I'm quite proud of how positive she is, and how strong this has made her. When things are good with her disorder they are great but let me tell you when they are bad, they are awful. I have had birthdays where she hasn't been around, I use to never go to my friends houses when I was little because I was scared of leaving her alone, I have tried to console her on many occasions when she was balling her eyes out for no reason, or trying to convince her that there is no one out to get her. It hasn't always been so hard/dramatic..because before I really understood the disease and when she went into a "mania" it was one of the most fun times, she wouldn't sleep and had so much energy and she would take me on shopping trips and we would buy 2 of everything. I can not tell you how many stuffed animals I had when I was in fourth grade, it was ridiculous and it was all thanks to a mania episode. Also let me tell you how intelligent my Mom is and this one instance made my Papa so proud of her (but of course we couldn't tell her that at the time) a long time ago she was in the hospital and we use to give her change so she could call us and my Mom wanted out so bad that she disable the wards alarm system with a dime! And managed to walk right out the door but then into a security guard, but c'mon Mama Macgyver!

I love my Mom and she truly is one of my best friends and I am being pretty open with her disease but sometimes I think it's good to let it out there and help people understand. It's not always easy for her and it's not easy for us either, it truly breaks my heart all the time and when my Mom isn't well I really miss her.